Benjamin from Shmoota.com

Well, it's 2:30 right now. I've been extremely bored this past week. The person I talk to and hangout with day after day went on a family vacation down to Florida last Thursday. She's finally coming back home up here in New York. I can't wait to see her...to hug her...to kiss her. I've worried a lot this past week with things relating to her. I don't know why I was worrying so much. I had nothing to worry about at all... she's never done anything wrong to me. She's always honest with me and always tells me more than she should have to because she knows I can get paranoid and assume stupid things. This is where trust comes in. I trust her 100% but once in awhile I get a little foolish and assume things. It's funny though how my assumptions always tend to be DEAD WRONG. No more foolish assumptions. NO MORE AT ALL. I'll never get anywhere if I keep making foolish assumptions for no reason. I want to do everything in my power to stay with her for the rest of my life. I don't care what people say, I love her and would do ANYTHING for her. I just can't wait for my hunny to come home. She's my everything...

I'm so tired. Unfortunately, I won't be able to stay up till 4:00a.m. or so to see if I can catch her on MySpace. I'm extremely tired and I keep dozing off a little bit at the computer...


Goodnight,

Benjamin.