Impatience is NOT a virtue.
So this is how it goes. Cassandra is at her Dad's house for 2 weeks. She's been there since very early Saturday morning. We've only been able to talk one to three times a day. We only actually "talk talk" once. What I mean by that is at 11:30p.m. we actually talk longer than 15 minutes. Unfortunately when it comes to just talking on the computer and having a good time her and I always fail at it. We always start a tiny argument then it becomes bigger... you know like the snowball effect. It just keeps getting bigger and bigger then just ---- CRASHES and everything falls apart. Fortunately, at the end of it all everything turned out okay. It's very clear that neither of us are perfect. We both make mistakes. No more arguing though. We're not going to let stupid things grab a hold of us anymore. We're going to try hard to be very careful. We've been dating now for a little over 7 months. It's been a very bumpy 7 months but everything we have gone through is just experience for the future. We'll know not to make certain silly mistakes. It's very clear that both of us are seeking a long-term relationship with each other. Neither of us want nothing more than to just get on with our lives... with EACH OTHER. This two weeks we can't see each other is NOTHING. We're going to be living together sometime in the near future and we'll be together for as long as we live. I get tired of people being irritating. Why does everyone assume people aren't capable of love until after high school? I think it's a bunch of bull$@!*. Love doesn't have an age. Just because I may be 17 and she 18, that does NOT meant that we are incapable of actually truly loving each other. We know darn well what we're getting ourselves into and neither of us think it's anything bad. I just can't wait until that day when we're both looking our best and say "I do" to each other. It's sure going to be one of the happiest moments of my life. People say don't marry young... but I say why not? If I had the choice of being very financially stable or extremely happy I would definitely choose being extremely happy. Happiness is one thing many people lack and is why some people are just so frigging miserable. I'm happy, she's happy. We're both HAPPY. It's amazing how we can spend so much time just cuddling beside each other and just talk to each other about things. I love her so much, more than I feel anyone will ever know or understand. Obsession? No. Love? Yes! Now I just need to wait until this dreadful two weeks passes...
Cassandra Anne, you're everything I've always wanted in a girl and more. Don't you dare ever think that I think otherwise. I love you so much... Really? Yes really.
-Benjamin.
Cassandra Anne, you're everything I've always wanted in a girl and more. Don't you dare ever think that I think otherwise. I love you so much... Really? Yes really.
-Benjamin.
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