Benjamin from Shmoota.com

Well, it's been quite some time now since I've last made a new post...

I've been having a little bit of a difficult time lately with several things that are on my mind. I don't really know what to think about it all. I'm just trying to cope with it all...and that's been unsuccessful. I need to just push things aside and just not think about them since I have absolutely no control over most of the things on my mind. One thing that keeps me from falling... is my love for Cassandra and her love for me. I don't know what I'd do without her by my side. She has put up with a lot from me... she shouldn't have had to put up with any of it. I love her, and always will as long as she always feels the same way about me. She is just flawless in my eyes. I wouldn't wish to change anything about her personality or appearance. We've been dating for about 3 1/2 months now. Doesn't seem like that, seems like a lot longer than that. I just can't wait...she is my future...a dream come true...