Benjamin from Shmoota.com

So this is how it goes. Cassandra is at her Dad's house for 2 weeks. She's been there since very early Saturday morning. We've only been able to talk one to three times a day. We only actually "talk talk" once. What I mean by that is at 11:30p.m. we actually talk longer than 15 minutes. Unfortunately when it comes to just talking on the computer and having a good time her and I always fail at it. We always start a tiny argument then it becomes bigger... you know like the snowball effect. It just keeps getting bigger and bigger then just ---- CRASHES and everything falls apart. Fortunately, at the end of it all everything turned out okay. It's very clear that neither of us are perfect. We both make mistakes. No more arguing though. We're not going to let stupid things grab a hold of us anymore. We're going to try hard to be very careful. We've been dating now for a little over 7 months. It's been a very bumpy 7 months but everything we have gone through is just experience for the future. We'll know not to make certain silly mistakes. It's very clear that both of us are seeking a long-term relationship with each other. Neither of us want nothing more than to just get on with our lives... with EACH OTHER. This two weeks we can't see each other is NOTHING. We're going to be living together sometime in the near future and we'll be together for as long as we live. I get tired of people being irritating. Why does everyone assume people aren't capable of love until after high school? I think it's a bunch of bull$@!*. Love doesn't have an age. Just because I may be 17 and she 18, that does NOT meant that we are incapable of actually truly loving each other. We know darn well what we're getting ourselves into and neither of us think it's anything bad. I just can't wait until that day when we're both looking our best and say "I do" to each other. It's sure going to be one of the happiest moments of my life. People say don't marry young... but I say why not? If I had the choice of being very financially stable or extremely happy I would definitely choose being extremely happy. Happiness is one thing many people lack and is why some people are just so frigging miserable. I'm happy, she's happy. We're both HAPPY. It's amazing how we can spend so much time just cuddling beside each other and just talk to each other about things. I love her so much, more than I feel anyone will ever know or understand. Obsession? No. Love? Yes! Now I just need to wait until this dreadful two weeks passes...

Cassandra Anne, you're everything I've always wanted in a girl and more. Don't you dare ever think that I think otherwise. I love you so much... Really? Yes really.

-Benjamin.

It's been half a year now. Cassandra and I have been dating for 6 months. It seems like it can't get any better than this... I love her so much. I'd do anything for her. She's my everything; my all.

I can't believe it. Only 10 more days and Cassandra and I will have been dating for 6 months. I'm really excited because we've been together now for half a year. I'm also excited because I know this relationship is never going to fail. 6 months, 7 months, a year, 2 years, 5 years.... it's going to be so fantastic. I just can't wait.

I love you, Cassandra.

Oh man. Where do I start? Saturday was such an amazing day.
It started out with me going to Cassandra's house in the morning around 9:30. I was really excited because when I arrived at her house she was sleeping. She was really happy about me being there and waking her up. We were supposed to go to Hornell that day to stay with some of her family. We ended up not being able to go though because their daughter's graduation was that day. So although I was a little bummed out I got to see a lot of Cassandra. We got to have a lot of CLEAN Cassandra-Ben time. Later that night... we went to the Drive-In.
It was a lot of fun but it was freezing cold outside and it was all wet from raining earlier. We got to see some of the movie but I got really cold...since we were sitting outside of the car in 2 fold up chairs with only a tiny blanket. We got a lot colder and decided to go back to her house to get some more blankets. So we had to ask her mom for the keys so we could get into her locked house. We started to walk and there were mud puddles everywhere! It sucked so bad because Cassandra and I had flip-flops on and I kept on stepping in the puddles so my feet were freezing. While we were on the road... I decided to run with her to her house to make it quicker. Unfortunately... while I was running the keys fell out of the hoodie I was wearing. So, once we got to her house we had to go back and search in the dark for the keys that I dropped somewhere. We ended up running in our bare feet carrying our flip-flops down the white line on the street. People must have been really confused. We managed to get lucky though and I found them in the road. It's amazing how a car didn't run over them. Then we got back to her house WITH the keys. We got the blankets and headed back out the door and down to the Drive-In. We got there and ended up covering with the blankets while she leaned over on me...but we were still really cold. We ended up coming up with a good idea to have her like lay in the chair with me and put our feet on the other chair. I was so cold, so very cold but was extremely comfortable. She was warm for the most part, and it was really nice how we were cuddling. Oh, I forgot to mention we got french fries with vinegar. Although, we had to put the vinegar in separate containers...because Cassandra can't eat soggy food, lol. That ended up being a pain because we spilled a bunch of the vinegar before we got back to our chairs. Anyways, we were cuddling in the chair with each other laying down. I was so cold I had to get in the jeep. We both ended up going into the jeep and then we ended up going back to her house. After we got there everyone got out and then she and her sister Ashley(who was there to keep Cassie awake), took me home. The only bad thing about the night was something that I've never told Cassandra before and finally decided to tell her instead of hiding it and keeping it a secret for much longer.

I had such a good day with Cassandra. It's times like these that I'll never forget. It was a lot of fun and just simply a good time. I love her so much... I LOVE YOU CASSANDRA!

LOVE YOU WAY MORE, CASSANDRA ANNE!